Anticipation.

These are just some stuff I need to unload my brain with. A.K.A., brainfarts.

• Sometimes, you never, ever what to sleep because you are right next to the person that makes you feel alive. The thought of closing your eyes make you not want to fall asleep at all because staring at his eyes is enough.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to wake up because your dreams are filled with wonderful memories that you two have shared. And that waking up would mean going back to the reality that it's a new day filled with new trials to overcome and new memories to make, that if you stop and think about it, might not be as good as those in your dreams.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to wake up because him sleeping next to you with his arms around you is the most wonderful feeling in the world. It's the one place you know you will always be the safest. And the one place that you are the happiest: Right beside him.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to sleep because the day has been so perfect and so right that you don't want your happiness to stop. You want to continue sharing the world as yo see is right: Next to him, holding hands, and looking outward into the world.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to look away because you know that world is a wonderful place to live in because you look at him and you see the world. that the thought of looking somewhere else is a shame because you have the epitome of life in front of you, and you just want to share it with the world.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to stop smiling because you are scared of the other side. That the smile you emulate is his love, and that if you stop smiling you might feel all the hurt, and pain, and cruelty that the world has to offer.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to stop crying because when no words appear, there are tears. And in he understands your tears, regardless of the words exchanged, he will wipe those tears away to mean he understands.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to walk, to run, to jump, to do anything at all because moving makes you realize the earth moves, and with the moving of the earth means the continuance of life, and where you are is where you want to be for the rest of your life, and his life.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to left go because the fear of space between you is unbearable. That the mere thought of another human being coming between you and the love that is him is too painful to bear, too confusing to understand, and to surreal to realize. That the phrase "I must have done something right.." was made just for you and him.
• Sometimes, you never, ever want to blink because the fear that this may all just be a dream is unthinkable. That how you see the world now, next to him may be different from what it really is. That how you see the world now while you're standing next to him is as close to perfection as you can achieve. And that there's no such thing as reality or imagination. Only the reality that you share together.

Jaja