The last few days (weeks even) have been a rollercoaster of events and emotions. A few rocked my world (more in a bad way so), but it did not deter my heart from swelling with happiness.
I have not been happy in a while (more like the past year), but out of nowhere, I would find myself smiling allowing myself to feel happiness. Don't get me wrong, and I'm sorry that this sounds so negative, but I'm still in that point where I'm too scared to allow myself to be happy (and that stupid wall is still up, anyway). But anyway, it's almsot 1am and I don't feel the need to write paragraphs. I'm just going to start rambling random words and phrases.
Thing That Made Me Happy In The Past Few Days
..chasing after the Flirty Cupcakes blue van
..trying Molly's cupcakes two weeks in a row
..dimsum adventures with Diana
..JuRin!!
..watching movie after movie after movie after movie
..food!!
..watching my tv shows in hulu
..reconnecting with my knitting and crocheting hobby
..learning how to make rice krispy treats
..vicariously living the young love scene through people i know
..pretend birthday at JuRin
..Rocky Horror Picture Show with the ladies
..deb's halloween birthday party
..dressing up as a Snooki/Ke$ha/JWoWW crossover
..Bethany's musical in Rosaty High School
..talking to my sisters
..Diana's family making me feel like I'm part of their family
..going to the best candy store in the world
..Danny passing his NCLEX
..Maria getting engaged
..Michelle getting engaged
..Reizl's birthday
..trying to make the effort to go to church
..talking to boycrushes
..random Chicago trips
..talking to old friends
..meeting new people
..getting my care package from California from the Philippines from my sister
..and that's just from stuff I can remember. I can't wait for more good times to come!! :D
