thanksgiving reflections..

as what has been for the past 3 years, this thanksgiving celebration at my house was not all that. nothing too fancy, quiet, a little unplanned. my mom was on call, and my stepdad and little sister julia were in california. basically, we made the most of what we had.

but i came to thinking on my drive back home from dropping danny off at his house that maybe it's not about what you have in front of you or who you're with for thanksgiving.. but who and what you're REALLY thankful for.

and here are some of the things that i'm truly thankful for from the past year..

1. i'm thankful for being able to celebrate one year of crazyness with my dude.
2. i'm thankful that he's still with me despite my crazyness.
3. i'm thankful for the stuffed toys and flowers and free food and entertainment he's given me.
4. i'm thankful that i got to spend new year's eve celebration with a bunch of cool people.
5. i'm thankful that i got to see the blue man group for the first time. and i'm thankful i became friends with the person that came with me.
   
6. i'm thankful for valentine's day. just because.
7. i'm thankful that after almost three years, i came to my senses and finally quit my crappy job at sherman.
8. i'm thankful for all the better and bigger things that came my way after sherman.
9. i'm thankful that amybeth liked me enough to hire me as orientation leader.
   
10. i'm thankful that my birthday and springbreak came and went just fine and i got to spend both with friends.
11. i'm thankful that i went museum-hopping on my birthday and people were actually paying to go to these museums (and chinatown!) with me.
12. i'm thankful that i got to spend my birthdya with my friends.
13. i'm thankful for the fact that my family drove to california and back and they were safe and they had fun.
14. i'm thankful that everytime the twelfth of the month rolls by, he always choose to spend it with me. and he still hasn't changed his mind.
15. i'm thankful for the asian filipino club rocking the spring semester.
16. i'm thankful for the 3rd annual asian filipino club talent show. it rocked. and it was the best talent show the club's ever had and i'm thankful for everyone that helped plan it, that participated, and that came and supported us.
17. i'm thankful that i passed the spring semester.
18. i'm thankful that the asian filipino club won two major awards at the leadership banquet: most creative marketing/strategy plan AND -->> most distinguished club award. i'm REALLY proud of my club.
19. i'm thankful for all of the aflip members (old and new) and supporters and believers. and critics too.
20. i'm thankful for the established leaders class that i took spring semester. it helped me grow as a person and as a leader. and now i know more about myself.
21. i'm thankful that danny and i got over a really HUGE fight about a certain someone and about a certain note-passing situation. i'm thankful that we're still together *phew*.
22. i'm thankful that summer came and went and i made the most of having the best time.
23. i'm thankful that i passed my summer classes: business law & ethics.
24. i'm thankful for all my experiences with orientation.
25. i'm thankful for all those times i hung out with danny, my sisters, and my friends.
26. i'm thankful for all the times i went camping in woodhaven with family and friends.
27. i'm thankful for the fireworks that i saw for the fourth of july celebration.
28. i'm thankful for the second time i got to go to the taste of chicago. and to navy pier afterwards.
29. i'm thankful that we resolved our fight that day in order to watch the fireworks together. with hugs and kisses.
30. i'm thankful for all the after-orientation chillages at bdubs.
31. i'm thankful for all the movies i saw. =D
32. i'm thankful for all the books i read. =D
33. i'm thankful that i was able to register for the fall semester.
34. i'm thankful for the chance to go back to school.
35. i'm thankful for summer.
36. i'm thankful for fall.
37. i'm thankful that danny's pinkie got better after his surgery and therapy. (mechanical bull incident..)
38. i'm thankful that i have learned to detached myself from the asian filipino club. love it to death. but i know we both need to grow.
39. i'm thankful for all the times that he and i wore our matching noodles and company tshirt (22times).. it's a twelfth of the month thing.
40. i'm thankful that my air force sister punky came home from dubai safe and sound.
41. i'm thankful for all the drama. hey, it helped me learn.
42. i'm thankful that i found it in my heart to forgive and learn to deal with my drama. (you know who you are. *wink* and i'm thankful THAT episode's over.)
43. i'm thankful that i wrote what i wrote on facebook. and FINALLY got heard. even if it meant another bigh blow up.
44. i'm thankful that that blow up got under control, at the very least, and we're still together.
45. i'm thankful he finally said he loved me.
46. i'm thankful to realize that he doesn't have to say he loves me to show me.
47. i'm thankful that he takes care of me. all the frickin time. XD
48. i'm thankul that my sister punky got to visit us here in illinois and we got to hang out and go shopping and fight some more and go camping.
49. i'm thankful for that time i went camping with danny and jason and gaea and we stayed out in the tent through a storm. hehe.
50. i'm thankful for realy for life and once again proved that the asian filipino club is the OSANGest club ever. thanks to me and danny. hehe. that's our baby club.
51. i'm thankful that the aflipz won best tent that night. XD
52. i'm thankful that my sister and i haven't given up on each other.
53. i'm thankful that my sister's boyfriend treats her well.
54. i'm thankful i got to drive again after my car being broken and sold for junk.
55. i'm thankful i got a good job again after four something months.
56. i'm thankful they let me go. now i have bigger and better chances.
57. i'm thankful for few more things but i gotta go do a branch visit. hehe..

to be continued.. XD

a little vent before the thanks..

actually, i'm not really superventing. it's just that i'm stuck at home while everyone's out hanging out with their significant others or friends who're all home from universities whatever.. or having a girls/guys night out. and i'm here blogging.

phooey.

i want to sleepover somewhere.

i don't wanna be stuck here at home. laAAAme!!

and i asked my mom if i can have people over and she said no. double lame! tito nonoy always gets people to hang out here.

i'm a 20something year old lady stuck inside the house in front of her computer blogging about not being able to find somewhere to go on the night before thanksgiving.

phooey.

i'll go play sims now.

jaja

psst.

i love you.

jaja

another week = can't wait for the weekend.

another week, and i'm still in bed and i already see mon//tues//wed//thurs//fri flooding me!!

• drive sammie to school all week
• teller training
• teller shadowing
• driving an hour to go to schiller park for teller training
• thanksgiving preparation.. and cleaning the house too
• thanksgiving
• thanksgiving football game (hopefully,, XD)
• final exam of teller training
• laundry
• room and bathroom clean up
• wii-tini party at school (forrealz, it's like they can't do it without me)
• get air hockey table from student life
• get school stuff in my locker
• work out!!!!!!!!!
• look around for kickboxing classes

oh i can't wait for saturday.. hopefully, spend the night in chicago.
plus i can't wait (at the very least) to see the boyfriend sometime throughout the week.. XD

jaja

saturday.

oh, saturday.

i've been so busy driving everywhere that i was really looking forward to the weekend. it came. it's here. and actually, it's leaving. (it's sunday night). but this weekend was the best thing that's happened to me all week.

it was parents' day out at danny's church so i brought my sisters there to just hang out with other kids and have fun. and miss nancy even asked me to be a group leader! haha. at first, i was like, "uhm, take charge of a group of 10 kids?" i couldn't even babysit my sisters! but anyway, i was flattered that she asked me so i said yes. besides, i wanted to make danny proud. haha. overall, i had fun. there were a lot of cute kids that i actually was kinda sad to say bye to. like this kid kyle, he's like the sweetest four year old ever. whenever he wants to talk, he'd pull my shirt and go, "can i tell you something?" and then start whispering in my ear. oh my gosh, seriously, he was so cute. and then this girl allison. she's kinda quiet, but she's REALLY good with drawing and coloring and all that cool artsy fartsy stuff. and she loves kids!! well, technically, the few kids that were younger than her. what was she, like, seven? anyhoo. she was just really delicate and sweet and all that. i was having such a good time at one point here and there i forgot my sisters and even danny were in the same basement as i was. haha. i guess i don't not like groups of kids that much anymore. i just have to hold my patience longer. they're fine. and they're adoborable. haha. adobo. just kidding.

and then i took my sisters home and drove to ecc and meet up with danny to watch her friend jeanette's play "lu anne hampton laverty overlander." she was married twice. haha. but anyhoo. it was funny in some parts. but halfway throught the third and last act, i kinda fell asleep. and i was so embarrased to admit it to jeanette afterwards when she was asking me and danny which did we like better between acts 2 and 3. haha. i guess this just proves that i'm a musical, not play, kind of person. well i've seen a few plays back in the philippines, but then again, whatever. over here, i've seen beauty and the beast, grease, cabaret. so far musicals are better. that's from what i can see. haha.

and THEN we drove to jb's where some more of danny's cabaret friends were having a get together because it was sarafina's birthday. it was fun. i met some cool people, well, a couple. but yeah. haha. i drank my usual baby, a margarita.. haha.. and i'm starting to add sex on the beach (the drink, not the shot) to my repertoire. haha.

AND THEN after jb's, we went to go find a place to eat, and ended up at denny's by springhill mall. i was SO tired, and MORE cold but i had the munchies. so whatever. haha.

AND THEN FINALLY, we drove to my house and after a couple of minutes ended up on the couch, asleep. i fell asleep with whatever i had when i walked in that front door, sans the shoes. meaning scarf and jacket and all. haha.

** on a side note, i just have a story to tell.

while we were at jb's and someone was singing onstage (it's a karaoke bar), there was a semi-sorta-kinda-but not really commotion by the door, so obviously, everyone looked. but whatever. and then i overheard that this one dude just proposed to her girlfriend. so obviously, everyone was like AWWWW. and then when danny was called at the mic to sing (broken road.. i love that song.. XD), the couple just walked in. and i relialized they were the couple who each were singing country songs and all that stuff. plus they were good at it too. so when they heard they song, they danced along to it. and they were just smiling and kissing and hugging and just being happy. and i got teary eyed. i was more AWWW than earlier. and i just wanted to kick myself in the head. haha. i'm such a sucker for romance. like seriously, i could've sworn there was a radiance that they were exuding and it was as if they were in a bubble, oblivous of everyone else at the bar. just them and the song. haha. i even joked that they were gonna make that song their wedding song.. and danny would sing. but anyhoos. i was watching them and i got teary eyed and all that i wanted right then and there was to cuddle. *sigh*

and it made me remember my secret wish. and i felt a little ache in my heart.

:)

jaja

the week that flew by, i almost didn't notice it.

agh. it's a saturday morning. and i haven't blogged in a while. and my brain's in though-overload. i need to dump these thoughts out or i'd go crazy. nothing bad, really. it's just that a lot of ubermajor things (good and bad) happened the week of the 17th. psyeah. this monday that just passed. okay. i don't even know how to start this.

let's see..

monday:
i woke up early to go to work and while i was doing my thing in front of my desk and computer, filing those paperworks and faxing stuff, judie and janie called me andnasked to speak to me in private. so i followed them. haha, i was thinking, "oh no!! am i in trouble for my 'excessive' internet use?" so when we got to the empty office, they basically told me that they have to effin let me go. *sniff* coz apparently, business is doing bad and blah blah blah, blaming the frickin economy. i'm sorry but that just really broke my heart. stupid me even asked if i can finish the rest of my job. but after an hour of sitting there, i just wanted to leave already. so while everyone went off to a staff meeting, they asked me to man the phones. hah! i just sat there in front of the pc and surfed the web while waiting for the phone to ring. what? i'm not gonna get in trouble anymore. haha. but that was so sad. i never thought i'd hear those words: we have to let you go.. and.. clean up your desk before you go. i was like, crying in my car when i finally left. and i was crying when i called danny. he said i was crying like a little kid (but he didn't say that in a bad way, he meant .. you know. whatever). but i felt better coz he told me that it wasn't me, because economy really is bad, and besides i wasn't fired, i was let go. and i guess that made a whole lot of difference. but on the good side, i got a call from the other job i applied at and i start training that same day!! so yea, one window closes and another one opens. the only thing that sucks is that this definitely sets me back to look for an apartment. boo. and so i have to run and buy myself a suit top and a nice leather belt.. for two reasons: i needed it coz the new job is business attire all the way.. and i was sad so i had to buy something to relieve stress.. <== shopaholic) and then i had to drive an hour to schiller park for a five hour training.. and then drive back again. oh and danny took me to jimmy's charhouse for a nice dinner coz i just lost a frickin $11 job. boo hoo. we had a nice dinner and just chilled and talked and ate some of those awesome calamaris. and then we went back to my house and hung out and he slept over. tuesday: AND then, my first morning as a jobless (kinda) person. haha. danny and i just hung out until we had to take sammie to school. and then i had to get ready and drive again to teller trainig. wednesday: and another day. but this time i had to take dawnie and the neighborhood kids uma and andrew to school. and then sammie to school again. and then i get ready for teller training. but but but!!! i was in the middle of getting ready and my mom called me to come downstairs. and right there sitting on the counter was a boxed LAPTOP!!!!!!! yay!! i got a new laptop yay yay yay!!! well, i mean, it was a compaq not a dell with a built-in webcam and the ram is only 2 and not 3 and the hard drive is 160 and not 250.. but it's still cool.. i mean i did just get a 250Gb portable hard drive. so there. and i'm not complainig coz it's waaaayyy better than the crap i was using. i'm giving the old one to dawnie.. and she gets to keep my itunes.. but i'll miss it. i mean, it was good for listening to musc at the very least. haha. but yea.. who complaining about a free ride to laptop land?? haha! and i'm off to work. thursday: took sammie to school then work work work. aaahhh!! the drive makes me more tired than the actual training work and whenever i get home after driving 60 miles ++ all day, i just feel tired but not sleepy. like that feeling when you just got out of the pool and you still feel the ripples of the water? yea, like that. oh and danny and i were in skype for 4hours.. haha!! ======>> skype me: jdev12

haha.

friday: i wanted to update the security stuff for my computer so i brought sammie along to bestbuy and whatnot. and then danny came over and we hung out for a while and then took sammie to school and then we hung out and then we went to have some subway lunch and then off to work again.

saturday: no work today and was supposed to shadow at branch but i have to babysit, yet again. but that's okay. this afternoon i'm taking my sisters to the parents' day out thingy in danny's church,, and then we're watching jeanette's play in ecc, and then maybe stop by anastasia's bday party, AND then go to jb's for the rest of the night.. whoo. finally. funbusy. not workbusy. haha.

hmm.. i really wanna make a wishlist.. maybe laters..

and i'm hungry. i'ma go downstairs to eat.

jaja

just around the riverbend..

my life is about to change. i can feel it in my bones. the tingling excitement of being given the second chance to revert to the independence i once owned. and rocked. (yay-yuh!!)

i went to see an apartment with the boyfriend (no, we're not moving in together.. he's just helping me). and i found a decent place. looks old school but pretty awesome. and i want that place. too bad my mother dear won't co-sign for me. (but then again, she won't co-sign for me for anything). it's closer to both jobs and him. but definitely a drive to ECC. so now i have another to-do thing on my checklist. well, make that two: look for a job over there that pays at least $11 (when i get the apartment) and be tranferred to a tcf over there. oh and look into going to harper. =D

(hold that thought, i gotta pee.)

okay, i'm back. where was i..? oh yea, the apartment-hunting.

anyway, as i was saying, i can't wait to live in that place. i just like the area, coz it's pretty much tucked in fom the hustle and bustle. but just basically minutes from everything. i'm glad i listened to danny. haha. this is the second time this month he's adviced me to wait something out. as usual, being the stubborn person that i am, i was just resisting and insisting. but i listened anyway, and waiting prevailed. yay! first there was old navy. if i didn't wait that out, i would have been stuck with a minimum pay at old navy. instead, i'm about to do training for tcf bank. yay. and then there's the apartment. if i'd have let my mom talk me into that crappy *shivers* studio apartment behind ECC, then'd i'd be moving there tomorrow, when i don't even want that place. and then i saw huter ridge. i was shutting other ideas down coz i wanted hunter ridge apartments, but danny said to look some more, and he even helped me out. (by the way, where is he? maybe his phone died..) so now i found this one place i like. hopefully i get approved.

**what the hizzle!!**

(sorry, something just happened)

anyhoo. i have a to-do list for tomorrow, AAAAHHHHH!!
~ find that highschool diploma
~ email the apartment to say what's up
~ fax diploma to rMcD
~ look into harper college
~ do the laundry
~ clean room
~ find white accesories
~ me time
~ drive up to meadowdale
~ get ready for jehra's partay!!

hoo boy. independence is fun.

jaja

reinvention: a good person

today's a weird day.

i woke up feeling alive. (not to mention it was my US-aversarry 4yrs and danny-versarry 22mos yesterday)

what i mean is, i woke up today with the feeling that i want to be a good person. i want to be a better version of me. no drama, no insecurities, no boundaries, sky's the limit. crush that glass wall and glass ceiling theory.

my literature professor in university of santo tomas, in the philippines, once said, "one's reach should be farther than one's grasp, or what's a heaven for?" i believed it before, but forgot about it. now, i want to relieve it. it's going to go side by side with my own matra, "if i can't see that star, at least i know i shine."

this is me

demi lovato

I've always been the kind of girl

That hid my face

So afraid to tell the world

What I've got to say

But I had this dream

Bright inside of me

I'm going to let it show

It's time

To let you know

To let you know

This is the real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now

Gonna let the light

Shine on me

Now I've found

Who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark

To dream about a life where you're the shining star

Even though it seems

Like it's to far away

I have to believe in myself

It's the only way

This is the real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now

Gonna let the light

Shine on me

Now I've found

Who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

I need to find you

I gotta find you

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

I need to find you

I gotta find you

This is the real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now

Gonna let the light

Shine on me

Now I've found who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

You're the missing piece I need

The song inside of me

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head

The reason that I'm singing

Now I found who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me

[[ [[ [[ a disney song, ladies and gentlemen. but disney songs have never failed to remind me that i'm never too old for simple inspirations, simple fun, simple happiness, simple pleasure. simplicity is key. and yes, it's my time to shine. ]] ]] ]]

will i?

rent

Will I lose my dignity

will someone care

will i wake tomorrow

from this nightmare

[[ [[ [[ for those who are familiar with rent, these are the only words of the song, and it builds up as they sing it over and over and over. iono. whenever i hear this song, it makes me want to challenge things. can i do it? is it worth it? what have i got to lose? so what? if this is a nightmare now, there's nowhere else to go but up. ]] ]] ]]

unwritten

natasha bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines

We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you

Open up the dirty window

Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance

So close you can almost taste it

Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it inNo one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide open

Today is where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

[[ [[ [[ this song may sound very The Hills-ish, but even before they've used it as a theme song, this has always been my happy song. yes, the rest is still unwritten. and i am writing and rewriting my life. and yes, there is room for mistakes, and choices. coz nothing is set in stone. ]] ]] ]]

i am who i am and i like it.

jaja

what the hell??

okay. so i had to go do a drug test this afternoon for my new job. and let me bulletpoint out what happened.

• i signed in.
• i answered some paperworks.
• i listened to the news on tv and played with my ds while waiting out in the lobby.
• i got called in.
• she made me put my jacket and purse in a chair.
• she made me go inside the common washroom and wash my hands.
• she made me go inside the testing washroom and do the deed: pee in a cup, don't flush, don't wash hands, take the cup out.
• [unfortunately for me, i peed in school before i left, without thinking.]
• i placed the cup on the counter, and apparently i'm not supposed to wash my hands (or flush the toilet)
• she put on gloves and did her thing while i just stood there.
• she asked me to sign here, here, here and here.
• and then i was done.

BUT.

what was wrong with the picture?? well, just in case no one saw it, i'll gladly point it out.

SHE MADE ME SIGN STUFF WITH A PEN FROM THE PEN HOLDER WITHOUT ME WASHING MY HANDS!!

uhm, EW?

jaja

not a girl, not yet a woman.

such a totally cliche phrase, but nevertheless, it's the phrase that's very appropriate for the phase that i am in right now.

a month ago, i got home from work to my mom telling me that i would have to start looking for an apartment coz they're moving to cali in a few months. no, they're not kicking me out. i just don't want to move with them. cali's good, but moving WITH them. i prolly don't think so.

so. my plans of getting a new car is put off, and now i am struggling to find a SECOND job to be able to afford a place.

so these are the things that need to be done:

made arrangements for my classes to do independent study to finish the semester early: CHECK
rearranged my scheduled at my first job, bowes: CHECK
looked around for jobs and applied for whatever i can get my hands on: CHECK
found a job: CHECK (yay on that one! within a week!)
looked around for places: CHECK
found one i like: CHECK (but i still have to look around)

but i still have a listful of stuff that needs to be done to transition from all that i have now to all that i need to have:

look for my highschool transcript, fax my highschool transcript, buy business suits, get a drug test, apply for hunter ridge apts, look arounf some more, look at barrington lakes, get my hands on my 401k to buy a car, SAVE SAVE SAVE!! oh and lost 5 more lbs before the year's over. tee hee.

but anyhoo, i feel like i'm getting thrown out into the open sea with only my knowledge for mocrowaveables under my belt for survival.

BUT.

i'm excited.

excited. anxious. anticipating. scared. nervous. jittery. BUT excited.

i'm not ready to grow up, but i'm ready to be independent.

come on life, HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT! =D

p.s.:
i'm excited to paint and repaint.
and IKEAfy my future place.

HELLZ YAY.

jaja

listening pays.

first off, the previous entry is indeed unfinished due to an unnecessary situation that arose.

anyhoo..

presenting..

the newest recruit of tcf bank!! >> janisdev!!

haha. ooh. i'm so glad i listened to danny's advice and not take the old navy job.. or else i would've been stuck with a $7.75 job, quit, and took tcf. ooh. thanks, dude!!

and thanks for believing i'm worth WAAAAYYY more than $7.75.

mwah.

jaja

a trip to the mall: empty kiosks and killer skinny jeans

i went to do some errands today, around 8ish. and as usual, i've spent a little bit more than i had to. ugh.

i just went to spring hill mall so that i can get a refill box of proactive and there was nobody there at the kiosk (as usual) so i walked past and went to charlotte russe to look around for a pair of skinny jeans and to just, uh well, just look around. after a ten fifteen ish minutes, i went back to the kiosk but it was still empty. and it there was this clock thingy sign saying "will be back in" and it says 845pm. it even had a handwritten sign that says "out to lunch, sorry i missed you"! oh what gall! so i decided to walk around the mall. i went inside buckle and tried on a couple pairs of skinny jeans. warning people!! never try on a pair unless you're shopping with girl friends!! like, seriously, i almost died trying to pry those denims out of me! i almost landed on my butt, which would've meant my butt and pink underwear showing for everyone to see! hah! and then i walked around some more and went back to the proactive kiosk. and the effin' clock sign is still up and -

DO YOU THINK I'M A GOOD PERSON?

FUCK.

e-Life

gmail.
facebook.
myspace.
friendster.
blogspot.
multiply.
snapfish.
photobucket.
watch-movies.
online banking.
cellphone carrier.
craftster.
youtube.
amazon.
craigslist.

not to mention, online shopping and such.

holy heck. i don't have a life.
i have an E-LIFE.

oh gawd, i need a REAL life.

inxs: i'm blogging while my boss is in front of me on the counter doing paperworks.

i'm all BALLS. =D

another[WEEK]

good morning good morning good morning!!
woke up at 6a [which technically meant 5a with the whole time change].
and what am i doing?
uploading MORE iccsaa pictures. the rest of the 245ish of them.
who knew i took that many? was i subconsciously being historian of the year that i felt compelled to point and shoot every five seconds??
the iccsaa experience lasted for 29hours. that's a picture in every 7ish minutes.
what could be so important in seven minutes? haha.
ooh, did i mention i woke up to the wiggles dancing??
[fyi] i sleep with the tv on coz i don't like it superduper quiet and superduper dark during sleepy sleepy time. =]

oh gawd. after i finish uploading, i still have to tag and caption.
--> oh the life of a facebooker is hard .:rolls eyes:.

and this is the rest of my to-do list.. [for the WEEK]
**go to work
**talk to judie about work hours
**2nd- and 3rd- jobhunting
**drive around and look at apartments
**talk to professors for possibly finishing the semester early
**work out
**vacuum inside of car
**car wash maybe?
**read brian tracy book
**STUDY!!
**make buttons, posters, flyers, handbills, emails, and facebook events for cpb
**put up all publicity
**fold my laundry
**amazon books
**get vhs tapes from danny and craigslist 'em
**go around the house and get all COINS i can get my hands on and change it to bills, bills, bills to help pay for my bills, bills, bills
**return anastasia's cardigan
**update planner
**buy a hard drive
**buy blank cds
**burn music to cd
**find the distance of the place where you throw darts
**borrow game day tuesday stuff from parentals
**make a list of what we need for november events
**make a menu of thanksgiving lunch and make gabe send the email to all clubs
**email katie about relay
**sponsorship letter for atlanta conference
**solicit raffle prizes for thanksgiving lunch
**ME TIME!!

busy[busy]busy

a.) iccsaa: spent the weekend of the 24th in springfield illinois and was the best time ever. yay for sno cones. *wink wink*

b.) psychic fair: dressed up as a mime with danny for cpb's psychic fair on the 27th.

c.) work: tryna catch up with my missed days at work that i've been working every free time i can get.

d.) have to look for an apartment. FAST!

e.) ugh. given up hope of getting a car by the 12th of nov as my anniversary gift to myself. have to put it off for a few more months.

f.) have to look for a second AND third job. FASTER!!

g.) news about the a-flipz club that made me VERY heartbroken. disappointed and heartbroken.

h.) will start working out. started today. have to lose weight FAST!

i.) more publicity for cpb this month.

j.) have to talk to profs to may be finish the semester earlier than the rest.

k.) halloween!!

l.) went trick or treating with sisters and danny.

m.) halloween party at cherry's. FUN!!

n.) almost done knitting green scarf.

o.) saw the wedding date w/debra messing. was fun. =]

OH.. another week.

=D