08 July 2011

Here I Go Again

Obviously, I say this over and over and over.. and over and over and over. Everyone's probably tired of hearing me talk about it, but I just can't help it.

I can't wait for the day I can run away. I'll obviously come back, but that's because I have loyalty issues. I just want to get away for a while and find myself. Maybe when I return, I'll be a better me. I feel like I'm just a face in the crowd. I have times when I know I'm better than this, I see what I can do, I see what I'm made of. But there are these other times when I'm just very self-conscious, my self-esteem low, body image down the gutter. Shame, shame on me.

I can't wait until I finally figure out who I am.

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