In General.

I love you, I still very much do.
I miss you, and it hurts so much to miss you.
I will take you back in a heartbeat.

But please..

Don't make me think that you're just like every other boy.
You hurt someone and you get over it.
I know you're different because I know you.
But it seems that until recently, I just THOUGHT I knew you.

Don't make me say "You're just like them."
Don't make me say "You're no different that all these guys you say you're different from."
Don't make me say "You are like every other guy out there."
Don't make me say "There's nothing special about you."

I am hurt.
I want you to hurt.
Then I will know life is fair.