09 October 2008

my secret wish.

i have a secret wish. something that i have longed for for a while now. but it's so big and so secret that i have yet to tell someone. anyone. and yet, i want it to happen. i want it so bad that the mere thought of it not happening breaks my heart. i see it everywhere. on tv, movies, my friends, people on the streets. and i want it too.

..i want to marry danny.
..i feel he's the one.
..and i love him so much.
..i want to wake up every morning next to him.
..to kiss him goodnight is the last thing i want to do every night.
..i want to learn to cook so i can make him dinners.
..do his laundry.
..give him a massage when he gets home from work.
..i want to drive him to his karate class.
..i want to go to church with him.
..i want to watch him sleep.
..and wake up.
..and get dressed.
..and help me do chores.
..i want to have a nice house with him.
..with a 4-cylinder car, with a freaking pink or blue car seat at the back.
..and yet he doesn't know a thing.

aw gawd.

jaja

1 comment:

Bruce said...

i'm curious as to what kind of people you look at and hang out with. don't you hate it when you're stuck there "just wanting"...?