What is wrong with me? Why am I being like this? I'm getting paranoid, stressed, restless, antsy, anxious. Something's wrong, something's up. Why do I feel like the world is plotting something against me. First, I have enemies, then frenemies, then friends. And everything in my life is a mishmash of everything and everyone.
My bestfriend became my boyfriend. His exgirfriend became my nonfriend. His friends became my friends. My sister became my worst critic. His family became my family. My boyfriend became my former boyfriend. My former boyfriend's friends became my nonfriends. My former boyfriend's friend became his new girl. His ex girlfriend became my friend. Some of my former boyfriend's friends became my nonfriends. Some continued to be my friends. His family became my nonfamily. My friends are now friends with the new girl. The new girl's bestfriends wants to be friends with me. Everyone wants to be friends with everyone. And everyone doesn't want anything to do with me.
I seriously have a really bad case of paranoia and stress and anxiety. Throw in a little depression.
I need a good-paying job so I can hire a shrink who'll eat all my money away.
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