#reverb10

I am a coward.


I have a friend who is currently participating on a #reverb10 project. If you don't know what it is, screw that, look it up yourself. But anyway, I looked into it and I really want to participate. But did I mention I'm a coward? Looking at the prompts, I know I'm going to have to "dig deep" seeing as it seems like it's going to be emotionally tedious.

For the past year, I have learned (and have apparently become really good at) skimming on the surface of emotion. I'm not sure if I want to go through that exploration and bravery and shiznits. But the new year is around the corner and I want to try and leave baggage behind.

It's not even a question of "Should I do it?" It's more of.. can I?

Ladies and gentlemen, my name is Jaja and I'm a coward.